Hibernating

Whatever my brain is trying to come up with, my thoughts always go back to hibernating. I can't remember if it always has been that bad or if this year is extreme.

Mind you, it's not as if I didn't have any ideas. I have too many ideas to be able to easily decide on one. Before trying to decide anything, my brain rather shuts down at the moment. And then there is that stack of books still waiting to be read and I really need to organize my stash of beads. I also haven't forgotten about my rejuvenating plans ... not me, sillies, the old WIPs.

Fact is however that I sit down at the computer and - procrastinate. Sometimes I'll even cancel the procrastinating because I'm too tired and need a nap immediately.

Like yesterday. I started working on a little pendant and suddenly, bam, I was asleep. When I woke up, my hand had still clenched the pendant and seed beads were scattered all over my blanket. Yay, that was fun!

I'd also need to take some pictures and edit them. Well, I do take pictures. You want proof? Here you go. Ponder and Esme. Aren't they adorable? And the best thing is I don't need to think up descriptions for them as both of them won't be listed. Nope, they are not going anywhere.

Ah, that is something I did yesterday. I cleaned my desk. You are allowed to applaud. As a matter of fact I expect you to because I'm very proud about it. Don't ask for the reason why I did. The reason is black, has fur and takes up lots of space on my desk. He kept knocking things over and I kept going nuts about it. See, you didn't have to ask. I told you.

I think I really should make a new to-do list. It will help me to get back into the routine. And then there's hope that spring will be back one day and my brain will start to bloom again. Metaphorically speaking. It'll be able to handle my ideas and maybe it will even work together with my hands.

Hope springs eternally.